I’ve done it again, blocked her once again and backed out on my promise to pay for her trip here. The vindication feels good but I need to see it. I need to bear the fruits of my lack of empathy. And tomorrow we apologize and do it again because I act on emotion. Actually no. No apology tomorrow, my ego won’t let me. I said I’d pay for her trip, she never replied in a timely manner so I gave into emotion and blocked her. Her birthday Is the 19th. I don’t think I’m going to talk to her any time soon not even to tell her that. Although I’ve said this before. I just want her to feel what she makes me feel even though she doesn’t deserve it. I’m sure we’ll be talking by Wednesday and she’ll come to town. Idk tho. I’ll probably just leave her blocked.
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