Everywhere I look I see a club I’m not allowed to be a part of. Sitting, watching from the sidelines. Feeling left out and abandoned. A shell a human. A big fancy house with an extravagant exterior, but an empty lifeless interior. I guess in the end all we really have is ourselves. Only I can make myself happy. I was doing good then BAM! Emotions kicked in overdrive and ran me over. Oh well, the cycle repeats and we wait until it happens again.
I’m not sure what to do, I can’t be friends much longer. I keep sabotaging it and it only hurts me. I know they don’t care, they never did. So why should I?
My favorite human. My favorite mistake.
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