I’m back and I just don’t care anymore. I’m done with everybody. I just want to be alone and not have to deal with anyone. I have no energy left to simply casually talk to people. I really can’t get far enough from people.
I feel there’s a void in me that cannot be filled with anything but myself. The music can’t be loud enough, the speed fast enough, the weight heavy enough, nothing is enough. Only I can fill that emptiness myself. Like a black hole consuming itself, a void so powerful that engulfing everything is not enough, it must simply turn within.
Why?!!?! Idk
I’m tired of placing expectations on others and being let down. Only I can hold myself to my own standard.
The rollercoaster rides continues full speed ahead without slowing down any time soon.
Buy the ticket. Take the ride
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